hye..im back :)

i miss all my frens..

what r they doing rite now... (thinkin to maself)

huhu..but its ok..

we'll see each other again in two more weeks..

huwaa..

and then..lecture will start again..n there will be assignment.. huhu..

but i hve to change my attitude this time.. :)

i hve to be more hardworking..

no more lazy girl .. (giggling)

hihi..so.. part 4!! im coming!!! :)

i hope it wont be so tough..huhu..

im scared..but i have to face it..rite?

hmm..yeah..i have to..i have to...i really have to face it..

for me..for my parents...and for me again :) hehe..who else?

hmm...

new year... new hope... :)

i wanna be a gud girl..

girl?? im gonna be 20 next year.. !!

haha... im still a girl.. haha..no matter what...!!!

and i wanna be a gud daughter to my parents..

i wanna be a well matured person... :)

i wanna accept things as what they are..

i'll try my very best not to question why..cuz sumtimes..theres no answer for every what n why..

and if there is a reason..i'll try to change myself..n be a good person..try to accept it..

i wanna accept things easily.. and try to be a better person day by day..

yes, true..i wanna accept things easily..but i dont wanna keep it to myself..cuz it will hurt me back..

what i wanna do is.. i wanna let it go slowly.. (smiles) and it wont hurt me..

yes..u go girl!!

oh Allah..please help me to be a good person..i'll try my very best too..

and it will be good if it is bless by U..

Amin..

lalalala~

hye all..

im sitting at the counter now :)

u know what??

im wearing bju kurung now :))

hehe.. rasa mcm perempuan melayu terakhir la plak.. ahahax!!

hhihi..

i dunno what to write..

since dah lama tak post kan..

hmm...

let me update myself to u...

erm..skrg rasa mcm makin gemok dah..

even smlm ady kata nampak kurus sket.. but still..

i think im putting on weight la... huhuhu..

anyway..tq ady :)

next, my esprit watch dah boleh pakai..yay.. thanks to ayah..

aritu dah pi tukaq tali jam nie.. :)

and then.. my phone pon dah berfungsi dua2... :)

and then..what else huh?...erm...

i think thats all for today..

i'll write more after this..

i promise.. (smiles)




edward, i love u.

its all about edward cullen

i know i had not post anything for quite a long time..

haha..hmm..

im quite bz u know..

n now..here i am..

madly in love with this character..

tears running down her face

last nyte..

baim, adam n me sang along togetha..the birthday song..

for my mum..

her birthday was on the 28th of november..

but we gave the present a bit late..

huhu..we gave last nyte..

the 3 of us..

walked slowly n silently towards the kitchen.. (mum was at d kitchen at that time)

adam holding the guitar..

me holding the gift in a very beautiful paper bag..

and

baim holding nothing..

haha..

nvm bout that..

we walked to the kitchen and sang the song to her..

at first..

she didnt realised that im holding a gift..

she sang along with us the birthday song while doing the dish washing...

and then she turned to us...and she froze there..looking at the paper bag im holding..

and the three of us were smiling wider than ever.. ( smile smile n smile...)

she asked me, "what is that?"

and i said back to her..

"its for u..take it, mum :) "

and then she took it slowly from my hand and the shocked on her face still there..

didnt disappear..

and then she opened it..and tears running down her face..

and she said.."a gift for me?? ohh..thank you so much...who chose this scarf for me?
it is so beautiful....when did u buy it?"

and we answered all her bombarded questions with a smile on our face..

adam: yes mum..its for u..

me: i chose the scarf and i bought it this evening when i went out

baim: : erm..i dunno when or what did puteh bought for u..i juz gave her the money last nyte.. and when i get back home from work..im like.. wow..the present is ready to give

me: mum, i hope u like the colour..usually its hard for u to like the colours that i chose..:)

mum: thank u to the three of u.. puteh dear, i love this scarf..i like the colour..i dont have this kind of colour yet..and i love it..its stunning..

me: oh, im glad that that u like it mum..love u so much..

mum: tq tq tq...

(she hugged me.. then baim... then adam...)

adam: dont thank me.. i didnt do anything.. huhu...

me: but u planned with us too..remember? and u played the guitar.. :)





and then..

all of a sudden..

and the blur daddy came >.> to the kitchen..

and adam said.." xpalah mai adam peluk ayah jugak "

hehhe...


and then we live happily ever after... :)

dont wait till it comes

juz now..i went to watch the movie...2012..


hmm..the movie made me realised..

that we dont have much time..

repent..b4 its too late..

the imagination showed by the director in the movie is really2 scary..

juz think bout it people...

the imagination showed by human had made us freaked out like that (i mean..im the one who freaked out..dunno what others thought bout it..)

huhu...

but this one is juz the image..and this isnt the real one yet...

can u imagine the real one that will happen one day???

hmm...

plz..think of it..

the real one will be even worst..

we dont know about it..

God knows everything..

and He knows what will happent that day..

how worst will it be...

how scary will it be..

how painful will it be..

we dont even know when exactly will it happens..

we know nothing bout it..

but dont wait till it comes..

repent now my frens..

far apart

auw..i miss my bestfrens so much...

u guys!! i miss all of u...

miss u damn much!!

hmm..

wonder what they're doing now...?
-erm..maybe missing me too.. (smiles)

what are they thinking?
-bout me!! (drool)

have they woke up at this moment..?
-erm..maisya maybe dah bgun kot..
-malin maybe dah bgun gak..
-tasha maybe dah bgun or maybe belom.. hehe
-ady tak bgun lg kot..
-asny..ofcourse dah bngun!! :)
-farah..tak bgun gi.. hehe
-fify bgun dah..sbb dia suka bgun awai..pastu tgh hari satgi tdoq balik..hehe :P

why are u missing them so much?
-cuz they're like the blood flowing inside me..
without them.. i dont think i cud make it..
it's true..

what are they like?
-maisya..keibuan sangat.. mcm kakak2... (mmg dia kakak pon!! hehe)
-malin..sangatlah lawak n gila2..
-tasha..mmg dynamic duo ngn malin.. she'll laugh till cry..and cry till laugh.. hihi
-ady..very protective..sumtimes mcm big bro..and sumtimes..mcm lil bro..depends on
his mood (smiles)
-asny..very2 sweet n kind hearted...
-farah..sangat lah caring n concern.. go tokyan!!
-fify..very the matang and lawak gila2... tokna go tokna!


where are they studying now..and what are they taking..?
-maisya..now kat melaka...kat maktab perguruan.. (gud morning teacher) :)
-malin..now kat kuantan pahang..ikip..she's taking computer science..
-tasha..kat msu..wat degree dah..taking optometrik.. toi kan tasha kan?? kan? hehe :)
-ady, asny, farah n fify kat uitm ..with me.. :) amek account!! deal with numbers..


are there any of ur frens that u have not contact for a long tym..?
-yea..my best frens from primary school..which is Afifah..
-and there's 2 more..from secondary school.. azmira n ameera..huhu..dah lama sgt tak contact..
-pastu..kwn2 kat convent.. geng2 kelas 3kamil... huhu...miss u guys!!



hurm...thats all i guess...

toodles!!

LaUgHtEr iS tHe BeSt MeDiCiNe

it sure is the best medicine of all..

the stress will fade away...

the sadness will vanish...

the fatigue will go away as well..

it will be covered by the happiness that the laughter brings..

so..

laugh..

as many as u want..

dont hold urself from laughing..

let urself free..

free from all the diseases..

juz imagine if u're ill..

and ofcourse u'll be unhappy..

so..the best thing u could do is...

juz have a talk with ur family or close frens..

avoid talking about serious stuff..

talk of sumthing interesting...and laughable..

hehhe.. ada ka word laughable??

heheh

wuteva lahh..

asalkan..that stuff will make u laugh..

laugh..

laugh..

but bear in mind..

in whatever happy moment..

u have to be alert..

dont get over the border..

or cross the line..

i mean..dont be over-excited or over-react...

juz remember it..

:)


but still..u have all the rites to have fun and be happy..

and every dark clouds has its silver lining..





laughter...

its the best medicine..

take gud care of the shop

"puteh.. i have to go to University Malaya, KL tmrw..to seat for my exam..
mom will come with me... could u plz take care of the shop?"

thats what my dad said to me last nite..

and im glad that he trusts me..

he believes in me..

that i could take gud care of this shop while they're gone..

uhmm.. but i have one condition if my parents want me to do it..

and the condition is..

adam must be with me at the shop..

i dont wanna be alone all day!!!

(gahhh)

and yeah... daddy used the "power of a father" and asked adam to acompany me at the shop.. and im glad cuz adam agreed.. hahah..as if...

u know what..if he doesnt want to..he still has to obey rite??

but luckily he is willing to accompany me at the shop not by force...

and the best thing is..

my aunt let nazrin slept at my house last nyte..so that he could join me n adam today..

and now..

the three of us is goin mad here..

haha...

we're enjoying our moment..

and having fun...

adam n nazrin is playing the game in their laptop...

at the same time they're teasing me..

haha... oh God...

i cant laught anymore...

they're making jokes..

(laughing even more)

hmm..

(taking a deep breath)


whatever it is..

im glad that they're both with me...

not so bored here..

not bored at all..


:)

knOck knOck

knock knock..

when life had locked me out..

i turned to u.. (sobs)

so open the door..

u're all i need rite now its true..

nothing works like u..


.................................................


yeap..thats true.. nothing works like u!! (smiles)

enough is enough

im tired already..

dont wanna think bout it..

from now on..

i dont wanna talk bout it anymore..

that's it..

stop.

full stop.

(started to smile)

nonsense + blame = whatever

according to her..

nonsense + blame = whatever..

hurm..

let see..

nonsense..

from where the nonsense came from?

blame?

where did blame came from..?

from who to who..

i didnt understand..

but i dont wanna think bout it..

hmm...

and she put equals to whatever..

yeah..rite..

whatever means = she doesnt care..

hmm..

ok then..

what can i say more?

i dont wanna think bout it either..

this thing makes me sick..

long silence

(thinking of her)

how is she..

has she woke up at this hour..

has she taken her lunch..

hmm..doesnt matter..

the things that matter is..

is she feeling ok rite now?..

i wanna know..

i really hope that she's fine..

i do hope it..


p/s:whatever happens between us..i love u till the end

silence

im not happy today..

and im even more unhappy now..

i miss my bestie..

:(

i dont want to be far apart from her juz bcoz of a tiny winy little thing..

there's no big deal at all..

thought it will be over..

but seems to me like it will be longer..

i didnt ask 4 all this..

i thought we were great when we're having a nice chat this evening..

but then..b4 i signed out..

the issue had came out again...

hurm... :(

i hate this situation...

i want my bestie back....

i want it back...

(sobs sobs sobs)